Meleina L. All I want is them HOME! Please pray that their safe and unharmed…
To everyone following me. Please don’t be an insensitive asshole, this isn’t look all of that bullshit we see on tumblr being like “OMG reblog this shit! If you don’t you have no heart.” This is my friend’s sisters lives on the line here. You may think that reblogging would just be a waste of your time but every little note on this post can help in the slightest way. I wanna make sure that this shit gets reblogged so much that everyone in Saipan sees this shit. I would do the same for all of my followers if they asked or told me that their siblings or any loved one went missing.
My insecurities about who I am. I always look up to many people in my life and wonder.. “I wish I had one of their awesome personality traits… it would make my life a lot easier and happier..” This problem is still going on.. especially with my low self-esteem. There are times where I can say Hi and be very outgoing.. but most of the the time.. im the total opposite.. =/ quiet and reserved.. =[ This sucks.. :P
Well.. I am very proud of myself on getting a good grade on my speech today. Even though I was nervous and speech was pretty much last minute. I pulled through and got a 98 outta 100 (: Same thing with the presentation of my anthropology class… ((:
I always “what if” about if I will ever overcome my anxiety.. For example, I am always stressing over EVERYTHING.. I just cant seem to withdrawal from it.. It seems to like me too much.. =/ and it is killing me inside.. It doesn’t happen very often but when it does, it hits me hard like an arrow through a heart.. It takes over my body and I literally just want to break down. But I don’t break down though, unless I resolve it fast enough. lol. :]
Day 15 ~ Your zodiac/horoscope and if you think it fits your personality
Taurus isn’t necessarily like a Bull in a ring with a toreador. You could be more like peace-loving Ferdinand, seeking the gentle meadows filled with flowers, sunshine and natural beauty. It’s only Taurus stubbornness that can make you angry enough to charge at someone who is disturbing your peace.
Taurus are noted for your determination. You get to where you are going, not because you are exceptionally fast or clever, but because Taurus will not be distracted from your goals. Your need for stability and simplicity can motivate Taurus to create a life for yourself that is quite functional, though it might seem boring to someone else. But Taurus aren’t interested in taking unnecessary risks that can put your solid footing in jeopardy.
Taurus motto might be “Take care of the senses and everything else will take care of itself.” It may be that your attraction to material things is less about the objects themselves than it is about the pleasure they bring to your senses. Comfortable living and working space is important to Taurus, along with nice linens, clothing, food and music. And, as one of the most practical signs, Taurus outlook on life is usually quite sensible. As Taurus plod along in life, getting what you need in order to survive, don’t forget to look at the beauty that is beyond the material world of material possessions.
Earth signs are naturally practical. In this lifetime we are bound to Earth. There is no escaping the reality around us. The Earth is about as real as it gets; it can be felt, weighed and it has substance. Accordingly, the earth signs base their life on what is real, not what is imagined. Sensation is valued over thoughts or feelings. Earth signs live with their feet on the ground. Others seek their advice because of their basic sensibility. For earth signs, seeing is believing.
The earth of Taurus is simple and sensible. It’s about getting back to basics. This is about working the earth in a garden or about having the tools that we need in order to build.
Second House: Possessions
The Second House symbolizes those things that are of value to us. Personal possessions are within this domain, as is our money. Anything having personal value is associated with the Second House. It also represents those things we value that are not things. When you think about what is most important to you — your own values — you are indeed thinking about your Second House.
Key Planet: Venus
Venus is the planet of love and desire. She is in charge of romance and beauty. But Venus isn’t only about physical love; she’s also symbolic of the ideal love. When we see a beautiful painting or other work or art, Venus is present. She is the beauty of a rose as much as she is the attraction we have to someone we love. As the key planet of Taurus, Venus is sensual and simple. We fulfill the senses with beauty and life is good.
Your Biggest Strength: Your sensible outlook on life Your Potential Weakness: Accepting less than you can achieve
It kinda fits my personality yet it doesnt at the same time.. its a 50/50 hahaha xD
Day 13 ~ Your Opinion About Your Body and How Comfortable You are With it
First of all, I hate how I look and I am not comfortable with it at all.. I want to work out but my mentality is being lazy .. and doesnt want to do it.. I want to get skinnier but its easier said than done.. =/ i need something or someone to get mad at.. haha.. thats how i start moving.. so far nothing has made me upset. and its aggravating already.. hahaha. T^T .. im sad of how i look.